I’m listening to Healer on repeat on iTunes. I’m reminding myself the God is in control of all things. I’m reassuring myself that I’m facing this year-long sickness for a reason, that God is going to use this in some way. I’m telling myself to never give up, that I am a warrior, that no one can defeat me because God is for me and no one can stand against me. I’m believing God to heal me in His own time. I’m remembering that sometimes it okay to let go and cry.
I want to feel well again, I have forgotten what it’s like. I want rest, no, I need it. I need this time off to spend time on my own relationship with Christ, to refocus it. It can’t always be about other people and that is something I have to remind myself of daily. I can do anything but I can’t do everything.
My prayer tonight is for forgiveness, restoration and healing. My life is off balance when it’s not fully centered on Christ and I am going to fix that, my time and energy is going into Him.
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